Sunday, March 8, 2009

pahpahpartay.

its all a blur. i slept all day. Cried when i was awake. I don't want to be awake. I think to myself, stop this. just snap out of it ariel. its not even that big of a deal. why am i so depressed. I cannot recall a time where i was this depressed. Why? I didn't think when it came it would be like this, at all. Knowing i have to work tomorrow makes me want to die. I absolutely hate my job. i want to quit more than anything. so why don't i?
I can't wait for the day this all turns around and im happy again.
but until then..i don't know how i will cope. ugh..whats wrong with me?

2 comments:

shalin said...

i match you, you match me, we are the same.






i know you already know, but UGH

Abby said...

Or not.