Falling..fell.

some songs make me feel like i did back then. They make me feel like flying down the interstate with you. But then it all snaps back into reality when the song ends. All those intense feelings i just had are gone. Or maybe after i watch a really good episode of Grey's' it makes me feel like you. I feel the future. It feels good but I don't want to be living those moments yet. I'm stuck in this time now. I'm not ready for whats coming quite yet. What is even coming?

I think back to those years. We were all in our own little world. Its fun to go back in my head and think about them. Maybe even want all of that back. Wish nothing had changed. Then i think a little deeper and I wouldn't like to go back. I like things how they are now. Except back then i felt like i knew myself. Now i feel like I've destroyed myself in a sense.