Cool.

I hate when people (mostly girls) dumb themselves down to be cool. The way they walk, the way they talk, their gestures. All the time I see very intelligent girls acting like complete idiots..to be cool? To get dumb guys? or why? High school is so dumb. It's all about what you wear and how you act. When we were younger, adults would tell us how people will drink and do other stupid things because its "cool". I never actually believed that. I always thought that was how it was ten years ago and that you wouldn't be "cool" if you did those things in high school now. This year, though, I see differently. It almost makes me laugh in a way.. Like everyone is putting on this show for everyone to see and its so unbelievably transparent. Gosh. I can't even think of the right words to describe it. I just can't wait for college, the whole high school thing is overrated. I don't think parties are fun at all. Whenever I go to them I usually just end up sitting there watching people make fools of themselves. YOU LOOK DUMB.
but what? Maybe I'm too much of a pessimist and need to loosen up a little?
ehhhhhh..I don't know.