seemingly pointless blog

Ever since I turned sixteen my mom has been bugging me about getting a job. I hadn't tried too hard for a while and then finally started to start applying at places. I applied at Good Sam right after my birthday but had never received a call. It had been about seven weeks and then my mom told me about a job opportunity at Subway. I went in and applied and got a call a week later to come in for an interview. After all of that I got the job. The same day Good Sam had called me and asked me if I could come in for an interview. I said yes. I figured having more options was a good idea. Well it turns out I got the Good Sam job as well. Oh no. I'm stuck. now what? Which do I take? Good same pays more and gives me a lot more free time (only working every other weekend), but its a lot harder. Working at subway takes no skill. Blah. Anyway I decided to take the Good Sam job. The stuff I will be doing at Good Sam, I don't know if I'll be able to do it. Ah..hopefully. Ofta. Did I make the wrong decision? It's a challenge. A good challenge and I'm sure I'll get a lot out of it. who knows..

Wankered

The other day I received a phone call from my grandpa. He asked if my sister and I would want to go bowling with him and my grandma next Sunday so we could spend some time. Of course I said yes. Now, that Sunday was today. They picked us up and here we were on our way to the bowling alley. We get there, get our shoes, and I start to set up our names in the computer so we can start. As I was doing that I look over and notice a huge group of adults dancing around and falling over, drunk as hell. At first I didn't really pay much attention to them. But as time progressed they started to get louder and louder. They would catch my attention when I wasn't up to bowl. I would just stare at them humiliate themselves. They reminded me of a bunch of oblivious teenagers, all over each other and spanking each others butts. And at one point this woman jumps up on top of the counter and starts dancing as three men shove dollar bills down her pants. Now, really? How old are we? I honestly felt like I was in a bar or something. It was crazy. I mean here I am, trying to spend some quality time with my grandparents at a bowling alley and there are drunks all over the place! Its so sad. Oh! and there were tons of little kids there with their families for a birthday party. And these "adults" are sitting here totally smashed grabbing each other all over. Gosh! I wanted to punch them! My little sister was so intrigued by them and she is nine!! Think of the example they are setting but they have absolutely no idea! wow. Finally my grandparents said enough is enough and we ended up cutting our bowling time short. Its just too bad that people have to rely on something like alcohol to have a good time.

Cool.

I hate when people (mostly girls) dumb themselves down to be cool. The way they walk, the way they talk, their gestures. All the time I see very intelligent girls acting like complete idiots..to be cool? To get dumb guys? or why? High school is so dumb. It's all about what you wear and how you act. When we were younger, adults would tell us how people will drink and do other stupid things because its "cool". I never actually believed that. I always thought that was how it was ten years ago and that you wouldn't be "cool" if you did those things in high school now. This year, though, I see differently. It almost makes me laugh in a way.. Like everyone is putting on this show for everyone to see and its so unbelievably transparent. Gosh. I can't even think of the right words to describe it. I just can't wait for college, the whole high school thing is overrated. I don't think parties are fun at all. Whenever I go to them I usually just end up sitting there watching people make fools of themselves. YOU LOOK DUMB.
but what? Maybe I'm too much of a pessimist and need to loosen up a little?
ehhhhhh..I don't know.

You Had To Be There

She went over to a friends for a movie night. There were about six or seven people there. All "couples" if you will. They started the movie. Stepbrothers. A good comedy. Perfect. There was plenty of popcorn, candy and pop for everyone. A part comes up in the movie where this guy is getting interviewed, and this guy is just a nut. He's forty years old and still lives with his parents. No job. No money. A kid practically. His parents finally get this grand idea to schedule him an interview, get him out of the house. So he can grow up a little. Now, back to this interview. He's sitting there being his typical self and lets out this super loud, super long "puff". HAHA. (that was for you abbs)............anyways..its about five minutes and he's still going. So all the people watching this are just cracking up.. haha funny yeah yeah. All of a sudden, once the farting stops, she lets out a big one herself. For a minute im sure she was thinking what did i just do!? haha perfect timing there, eh? and she is not normally someone who would do that. She couldn't believe it. She said she didn't even know it was coming. haha oh good times!!!
but anyway..

Colapsed.

There are millions of topics i could write about today. I feel like i can only write one sentence about each though. I haven't felt like a writer lately. Actually i haven't felt like a "schooler" this entire year. School used to be somewhat enjoyable. Do-able. This year i just can't seem to get into it. What is my problem? My grades are up and down all the time. I need to get a handle on things. Its almost like i don't care. Which scares me a little. Break has been absolutely amazing! i don't want it to end. But of course, who does? It just makes me want summer here now!! Ah i cannot wait. Especially since i can drive now! oh, it will be amazin, sally.