Lost

Lately, I haven't been inspired. That may be a broad statement, but it's the best I got. I feel like everything I used to care about and value has gone straight to the gutter. Church has been a big let down for me lately. I go just about every Sunday yet it does hardly anything for me. At least not like it used to. What happened? I used to be all about Church on Sunday mornings! Now that desire to go is just gone. I try to pay attention to the sermon I really do. Halfway through it I find myself totally daydreaming about something else! its like come on Ariel!! are you serious right now? Like really...i don't understand. I pray all the time but I don't feel I put myself into the prayer. I just kind of do it to do it. Now that is not like what i used to be at all! Honestly......what the heck. As much as i hate it i don't even care to do anything about it. I am so confused. I think i just need to somehow be inspired again.