Hi hi hello goodbye

Today was our last day of confirmation. I can't decide if im saddened by this or exhilarated.
This is a point in my life where things are about to change. My faith will be confirmed with the public and i get to journey off with it on my own now. Make decisions by myself. I'm no longer forced to go to church or confirmation. I choose to stick with it, though. I enjoy every bit of it and am excited to further it on my own (: Its almost like graduating, you're off on your own with it now. Thats what is exhilarating about it.

On the downside, confirmation was my get-away. It was somewhere i could go every Wednesday and just be with people who valued God just the same as i do. They were the people who helped encourage my belief. I just hope now with out it i don't fall short on things. Cause outside of church things are different/harder. Its much easier to lose yourself to worldly things. I just hope our confirmation class can stick together and still try to meet every once in a while. That will surely be missed otherwise.